Help Me to Help You, Help Me to Help You

I have realized 3 main things during this round of tests:

1. Rome wasn't built in a day. My pharmaceutical knowledge wasn't either. That time frame is more accurately estimated at 4 hours. That also means that I should in no way, shape, or form ever be responsible for dishing out the pharmaceutical goodies. Looking at the options I picked, I'll most likely kill anyone in heart failure or those needing any time of CNS drug. Not to mention if you have AIDS, HIV, or a parasitic infection don't come looking to me for help. I'll have no idea what to give you. BUT, if you have herpes, then step right up. I've already filled my Rx pad with Acyclovir in every blank. All that is needed is your name and my signature.

2. It is way too early for me to be burnt out. Usually, the headaches and nap taking during tests don't happen until at least wednesday. It definitely happened 30 min into the first test. This is not good.

3. I think my grades would be better if I ever did find that ounce of give a fuck I was looking for last week. I still don't care. When most people, including myself, start feeling the pressure of the impending test week about a week or so before tests, I didn't start feeling the pressure until 6:30 this morning. My test was at 9. As you can see, I'm reading for my freaking christmas break.

My plans? Rot my brain. Thoroughly. With the use of movies and House and Grey's Anatomy marathons. Be it on TV or by the use of my blockbuster card. I also plan to bake. A LOT. So if anyone wants goodies, let me know. I'll be happy to make something for you. Sleep is right up there, and visiting friends. I have my long awaited trip to Dallas which I am starting to get nervous about. More about that later probably. Just really scared of things being awkward. And I'm waiting to hear from a friend that lives in Gulfport. Of course, I'll be doing a christmas shopping spree friday afternoon and all day saturday. So if you want to join me, please come. I'll be cracked out on no sleep, caffiene, and the adrenaline from the madness that will be trying to find presents for everyone. Should be a good time.

Wish me luck. I just hope to come out of it alive.