Is it Friday Yet?

So, tues, 8:10 am and I am in a FOUL mood. I started off the morning dragging, I had to dress up and get my white coat together because I'm supposed to go do a history today for my preceptor, I showed up for my ONE class this morning (a guest speaker from State who actually teaches), and to top it off, it's hot and raining and it's DECEMBER! DECEMBER PEOPLE! Why is it hot? Why is it 70 degrees outside? I hate this place.

Next week is test week. I'm doing ok studying for pathology and pharmacology...but it's microbiology I have a problem with. I am reaching into the dark depths of my soul and for the life of me can't pull out the smallest ounce of give a fuck. It's impossible for me to study for that class, because I don't give a flying fuck about the parasite that affects 1% of the population on some remote island off Vietnam that you'll only ever see if you're a missionary or stationed soldier. Tip: when going to foreign countries, don't drink the water, don't eat anything that's raw, and especially whatever you do don't stick anything in your eye. You'll be fine. And I'll never have to know this shit.

The only thing that can possibly keep me from dropping out at this point is that each and every one of my family members will kill me. Actually, I love every miserable minute. Don't let me fool you. But sometimes, it's just like, FUCK. I'm definitely burnt out right now, and christmas break can't come soon enough. I'm so excited to be going to Dallas and seeing Dr. Pathologist and Dr. Pathologists's brother Dr. Dermpath. I really want to go to the cotton bowl, for all you Ole Miss fans out there, but unfortunately I cannot justify two visits to Dallas within one week. :( I think after we do christmas eve stuff, I may be going down to the coast to visit one of my friends. I plan on spending a lot of time this vacation doing just that. Vacationing. If anyone wants me to come visit, then let me know. I may work you in. I just need to get out and get away for a while.

So, with that, I will sit back and wait for the 9 am to get here. Then probably off to the library to be antisocial and study some more pathology. I've already told two people to keep walking this morning. I think it's best I stay away from people today.