I can do this

I just keep repeating to myself "I can do this...I can do this..." but it's becoming a bit more whiney and more dragging. I'm not very convincing, especially to myself. Yesterday was a bad day. The ICM test pretty much separated the cardiologists from the rest of the population, I'm no longer going to Dallas due to Dr. Pathologist and Dr. Dermpath getting the rest of the christmas season off, and to top it off my brother called and informed me that he and his fiancee' are running off and getting married this weekend. And no one's invited. Eloping was supposed to be MY thing. Fucking older siblings. They ruin everything.

So I just have microbiology left. If anyone had told me that this class would be this much of a suckfest, I would have gone ahead and stood in line for Xanax and Adderall. Jesus christ these people are relentless. And the amount of pointless shit they make us know. Clearly they are not teaching to boards, because half of the information they give us fails to appear in my Clinical Microbiology Made Ridiculously Simple, Microbiology Board Review Series, or my First Aid for the USMLE Step 1. All of them need to be fired. They are doing a horrible job. Who is the manager here? I want to file multiple complaints.

It is 6:21 am. I have my micro lab practical at 1pm. I better get on the horse.

Is it friday yet?